i've changed

Am different,
First of all for all you out there,
Those think that they know me,
Please reconsider the thought of understanding me,
You don't know what’s in my mind and heart only god understands,

I've grown older,
And the life i live of course as meant to be is getting colder,
Now couple of years by i have to gotten stronger thanks to my mother,
All there is to it is forget about how it used to be,

The me you know is only half of who i am,
I know life changes,
Strangers become good friends,
And best friends become familiar faces,
Even at times family members disappear with no traces,

I close my eyes and realize how my life has changed,
I chose this life style it’s no surprise having my home replaced,
Without a city i travel if only i had a dollar for every enemy i faced,

Now i have her,
Things seem warmer,
I forget every bit of stress when i hold her,
She means the world to me,
When i stand besides her the view of the world shines in front me so clearly,

Came through a life full of fights, hustles and back stabbers,
Enemies in disguise,
They act like your friends but then again they fill you with lies,
They’re the ones, who wait for my demise,
They think am a fool not to realise,
But my eyes were open the whole while,
To me their just another grain in a pack of rice,

I don’t fill my life with unnecessary bullshit,
For me it’s never a necessity to be tangled in this dark pit,
They make lies about me,
They tell propaganda stories about my life,
They told everyone i was what i wasn’t,
Yet i stayed calm and stated my opinion,
It was pathetic, sad and an attempt to get my attention,

You wonder how i can be so peaceful,
They ponder how he could live on his life like it’s wonderful,
But truth is even if it got to me how could it be useful,
So i leave them to their lies and bickers till the fun for them dies,
Then we shall see at the end we shall see who shall rise,