SHE HURT ME

She tore my soul,
She created a hole,
My visions are now in a blur,
I swear my mind is screaming for her,
How can i relive this situation so i can avoid the pain?
The last couple of weeks she left me alone I’ve been losing my mind going insane,
I can barely maintain,
I look at the phone,
Why isn’t she calling me?
I need some time to be alone and heal,
The crushed chest i carry this burden upon feels surreal,
I never thought she’s be the one to take my life away,
Why did she do this to me?

I never actually had an explanation,
She never told me why she left me in desperation,
Why on earth did she tell me she couldn’t take it anymore?
What happened? what did i do?
I’ve been knocking on her door for days,
Calling her phone for weeks,
Thinking about her for months,
Now a years gone by and i can feel my heart bleed,

Tell me what to do,
She told me I’d get over her but i didn’t,
She told me to forget about her but i never did,
Is she playing games with me?
I thought she loved me,
She told me that she loved me and all the little bits i did for her,
Even the romantic nights i used to set up for us,
We never even used to fight or cuss and fuss,

So now here i am sitting in between these four walls,
So this is how it feels when a soul falls,
I hate the feeling,
Please god take away the numb heart,
Day and night i write her name on every piece of paper,
Night and day i sing and write her a song as i play my guitar,

She broke my heart,
She took my joy,
She looked me in the eyes,
She held my hand,
She laid her head on my chest,
I tasted her lips on mine,
She told me she loved me,
Now she left me without a single tear,
Was it due to disappointment?
Was it because of her fears?
Was it due to lack of commitment,
Now all i know is i am scarred for life,
Now it’s going to be a long road i am going to travel all alone.